I’m...v torn bc some of the community’s I’m part of are like ‘dont glorify this!!’ And I do feel empathy for that tbh. If a person went round murdering say, autistic people and everyone was like ‘ooh fascinating’ I’d be a bit pissy about that instinctually.
Yet...I’ve seen autistic ppl, including *women* with special intrestes in murder—not ‘I love Ted Bundy hes so cute’ (which I do...uh. Feel real uncomfortable seeing personally) but just ladies who like learning about how so-and-so disolved ppl in acid.
Idk. I...feel NT ppl things get thrown under the bus very easily when it comes to fascination with irl horrible things. plus the whole way that can really mess over folks like me with scruplicity issues or intrusive thoughts if talked abt in a certain way.
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Date: 2019-02-02 09:26 pm (UTC)Yet...I’ve seen autistic ppl, including *women* with special intrestes in murder—not ‘I love Ted Bundy hes so cute’ (which I do...uh. Feel real uncomfortable seeing personally) but just ladies who like learning about how so-and-so disolved ppl in acid.
Idk. I...feel NT ppl things get thrown under the bus very easily when it comes to fascination with irl horrible things.
plus the whole way that can really mess over folks like me with scruplicity issues or intrusive thoughts if talked abt in a certain way.